Thursday, March 14, 2013

Death, teacher of life


Death...A part of life that nothing prepares us for...my mother heart shattered, still beating... concerned with how my children are doing, so often not knowing...

Almost 4 months, yet I still find myself lost, wondering when life will not be so painful, knowing that I must do a few things every day....get out of bed, pray, fill my soul with nature, and spiritual insights, be grateful for something, anything... pray some more...cry...smile.. cry some more...

Death... it often comes unannounced...too soon, stopping the existence of another world... stripping the left behind to the core, yet somehow they must continue to mingle through the corridors of life, feeling misplaced, wanting to retreat to safety, realizing that you have few friends who understand your journey on any level, grateful that you don't have more, yet lonely as you find your way out of darkness into the light....

Death...teacher of life...


March 14,2013